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Friday, February 28, 2014

Secret Place

Here's a post from little more than a year ago when I was living in North Africa.  The feelings of needing to get away from the busy streets, construction outside my window, various distractions and just spending time with the Father have not been absent.  I've been yearning for this freedom and solitude.  I have to find a place where I can go about once a month and just spend the day or night with Him.


Friday, October 26, 2012

The moon, one of the two bright eyes that oversee the earth, shine beams of dazzling light on the rooftops, giving away my position if anyone dared look out their window.  Her am I, on the highest part of the roof;  the concrete walls my friends and the crisp evening air blow my soft curls against my shoulders as I sit and admire the glowing ball in the sky.  Potential storm clouds sail the thin sea of cumulus clouds, wrapping around the mountains like a ghost ship sailing towards the east.  In response, the clothes and billowy sheets sway on the clothesline, either waving at the great host of clouds or warning that they soon will come.

I found the ladder while dancing barefoot on the chilly cement roof.  Four stories high and no one traveling the dirt streets would see me dancing.  This is where I can be alone, where I can be free.  Feel the dirt clinging to my feet; the cold air whipping my face, the current flowing from my toes to my fingertips.  A wooden ladder lay propped against the wall of the small laundry room.  With the thought that someone might see me, I hesitated, not wanting to cause a riot of why an American girl was climbing the roof in a Mslim country in jeans and without a headscarf at night.  But then the adventurous side of me kicked in and I gripped the rickety wooden ladder and climbed until I felt rough concrete.

However, I was not alone in my secret place.

"He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty.  I will say of the Lord, He is my Refuge and my Fortress, my God; on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I trust!"  Psalm 91:1-2

The wild boar scavenging food for its young, cats hopping from wall to wall, people chattering away in foreign tongue, shadows of families preparing for dinner flicker through the glass window panes.  Everything God made surrounds me like a silent song, for not every living creature knows it's Creator.

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And by the time I've finished this post, the Father has already provided a secret place where I can get away every now and then. ♥

Tuesday, January 07, 2014

Chicago is the problem

Chicago is the problem
Stormy weather
Flights altogether
Are cancelled and delayed
But I'm not dismayed
Give me Atlanta
Or Pittsburgh any day.

Snow and ice
Aren't all that nice
When planes need in
And people need out
Takes hours on end
To change the route
Lines are still busy.

They called me back
Then hung up
Called several times
Put me on hold
For half an hour
I'm not sour
Not yet.

It's been a long day
But I'm still at home
In my pajamas
Didn't break a sweat
Expectations met
Plans go awry
Not to my surprise.

Test of patience
And dependence
On my Heavenly Father
Glad I bother
Having friends pray
For His way
To be done.

When it rains
It pours
But I talk with Him
Who made the rain
Who cares for me
Provides what I need
Right now, it's sleep.

Sunday, November 03, 2013

Abide in Him


I waited patiently for the Lord;
He turned to me and heard my cry.
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
He set my feet on a rock
and gave me a firm place to stand.
He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear 
and put their trust in the Lord.


Psalm 40:1-3


I want to be in awe of Him every day.  To relinquish my desires for control into His sovereign hands.  To relentlessly love as He loves every sinner.  To see you and him and her through His eyes.  To feel His heartbeat and follow His footsteps like a child who sits on her Daddy's lap and tries to follow his stride.  To get down on my knees today and the day when I am feeble and wrinkled in earnest, sweet prayer.  Lord, give me that burning passion to fall in love with you every moment of every day for the rest of my life.

Monday, June 24, 2013

Fun Things To Do Before Leaving List

I've established a bucket list of sorts to accomplish in the next 3 months.

1.  Watch all of the Star Wars movies.
2.  Learn the complete book of Pride & Prejudice piano tunes.
3.  Participate in one last m!ssion project (opportunity coming up!)
4.  Attend a dance production.
5.  Sing in a coffee shop and dance in a ch service.
6.  Record some original songs for future CD project.
7.  Ride Harley with Dad as many times as possible.
8.  Finish sewing 1960's dress from antique pattern with Mom.
9.  Hold in my hands both of Dr. Louima Lilite's signed books, Weeding Impatience and When Music Meets Faith.
10.  Cut mah herrr.
11.  Throw henna party for youth in my ch.
13.  Eat at Indian Palace.
14.  Sell or give away artwork.
15.  Listen to live bluegrass in the hills of Arkansas.
16.  Improv music on porch with brothers and their families.
17.  Finish reading all items on my booklist.
18.  Create scrapbook with all the junk I've collected over the years from school, vacation, and trips overseas.

A few items on my list have already been completed, such as teaching
dance, purchasing a new camera, a long road trip, two-stepping and drinking BOBA tea.

Spending time with family and friends as much as possible is a given, as well as cleaning out old things and packing for two years in two suitcases.  It's surreal when I'm physically here working and living life at home but mentally preparing for the major move.  Spiritually, I'm growing day after day, by His grace.


Breanners and I drinking Indonesian boba "bubble" tea
with LOTS of honey; Sumatra coffee shop downtown Tulsa.